Q&A Monday-Courage

“If I had the courage, I would..”
This is lame but I would ask a dude out. Let me explain a little. I am super awkward so when I go in to see if they like me or are interested in any way, I just kinda repeat the same thing over and over and then panic and don’t know what to say so then it either just ends or worse. I get a little liquid courage going and talk about how amazing they are and how I want to make out with them which leads to them to stop talking to me.
I am definitely one of those people who expect the guy to make the first move and ask me out. Sorry guys!